All Shall Perish - The Last Relapse

I have seen what it means
To detest and to care
And to outlive the dream of you and me
This has been a disease overtaking a new
Sense of being

Pain staring from your eyes
Have we made a promise?
Strained too far this lie
The trust has been broken again

And this path will never lead
Past the nightmare straight
Towards my grace.
Not another fucking forfeit....Forget.

Rising hate left to fear
I won't be buried in here...No
Buried in here

Now crawl into the shadows
Your power betrayed lied and wept
A self destructive ocean.
Displaced this torment
And it's dyin' for destruction
It will devour our pain; just let it
Release this agony.
We can't control it
Some things were meant to be.
Some things were meant to be just....
Torturous Pain.

That moment a song does more for you than words

An awesome friend introduced me to Snow Tha Product a few days ago, I didn't get a chance to listen to the track straight away but once I did, I was obsessed.


On the above track, "Nights", she sampled a song called "Night Like This" by W.Darling and... Well, maybe I need to put a little bit of background down.

The last week I have been really busy and quite tired from work, the heat wave London / England has been having and a what is possibly a permanent falling apart of a friendship with someone, but shortly after, came some clarity and a massive shift in mind and heart. It's probably of no coincidence that Snow reminds me of this person, same heritage and more than brings back memories of better times.

Now, it wasn't so much the lyrics of Nights that got me, it was the vocal lines and the music itself. I've listened to it a fair few times, more than someone should through fear of getting sick of it, but there was something my ears and possibly more of me, was just needing to hear more of. I then decided to look up W.Darling and her song "Nights Like This"


And I'm so glad I did. There is just something about W.Darlings gorgeous voice and the music in this song that just gets into my heart to just release and alleviate the pent up negativity and pain I've been carrying with me for just over a year.

I'm not totally healed, but I'm on the way to growing from this and moving past the pain and heartache I've been through for past year and few months. I literally wouldn't be here if it were not for some of the amazing friends I have made through the London Fetish scene.

I guess this is more for those that have looked out for me at any point, to just let them know without them, I wouldn't be here, I appreciate them more than they will ever know.


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